A/N: Please excuse all these weirdness. @____@ Strange AU, JE, RyoDa. And the poem quoted is 'Effort at Speech Between Two People' by Muriel Rukeyser.

again, STRANGE, AU, JE, RyoDa, with a total emphasis on the strange ... approximately 7500+ words ... bit of an experiment, if you must.
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"After they let him out, you know, he was never quite the same again."

"Classified, it was classified."

"He went somewhere he shouldn't have ... "

" ... and you say this virtual world is boundless, it can free us from all rules ... that's a lie!"

Even so, the data whirls through Ryo's mind, falling faster than snow, yet more fragile than those evanescent flakes. To change a single, key byte of data in an untraceable location is to spit in the faces of them ...

The other hackers' voices form a faint buzz of a chorus in the back of his skull, teasing, advising, offering, warning. Ryo ignores them all. He's a single particle plummeting through streams of data now, faster and brighter than a falling star, the core of it calling out to him, shining in the distance like the heart of a dying sun. The answers —

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XDDDD THERE HAD TO COME A DAY.
HOST-CLUB KAT-TUN.

http://community.livejournal.com/kattunlove/3597288.html#cutid1

someone's gotta scan it. and then someone's gotta fic it ... XDDDDDDDDDD *dies*

I am writing fic (not about this), it's just that it's going nowhere, at 6700+ words ...

A/N: obviously, listening to Ueda and Maru host a radio show with a batsu game isn't a good idea.
Inspired by: the excitement in Ueda's voice as he talks about punishing Maru :D

And, how much softcore porn can I actually write? D: I am going to do something constructive now *smacks self* I shall also ... stopwatchingDUESeventhoughIcan'tseemto. *dies*
WARNINGS FOR CHEESY DIALOGUE AND UNEDITED PWP T________T
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They only make it halfway through the backstage area and into their dressing room before Ueda doubles over laughing, groping around on the table for his half-finished bottle of juice and handing it over to Maru.

Maru makes a face, swigging the rest of it. Whatever it is, he doesn't care, as long as it takes the wasabi taste away, and it does. ( Read more... )

A/N: warnings for rambly, un-edited PWP. corrected a few spelling errors since my last posting but that's about it. beware repetitiveness! lazy writing ahoy :D

XD SOMEONE STOP ME. I SWEAR I WILL NOT TOUCH THAT MEME AGAIN. I WILL NOT WRITE THAT KODA PROMPT EVEN IF IT KILLS ME WHERE IS MY WILLPOWER T______T
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first posted: 18 May

Prompt: Maru/Jin/Ueda || Threesome in which teaching other new things leads to sex..in the studio?

"Hey, Maru, are you still there?" Ueda pushes open the door to their still-lighted dressing room, looking back over his shoulder as a second set of footsteps echo down the corridors of the deserted Jimusho. It's creepy when all the staff has left, that he has to admit.

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A/N: warnings for rambly, un-edited PWP. corrected a few spelling errors since my last posting but that's about it. beware repetitiveness!
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first posted: 17th May

Prompt: Koki/Jin/Ueda || double penetration, koki+jin on ueda

Ueda drops the last of his scattered belongings into his duffel, gathering them from the table by the stereo, about to zip it up and call it a day, when warm hands cover his eyes. "Guess who," a voice purrs, in the quiet of the studio. Too bad the three mirrored walls are to his back, and he couldn't see who was coming.

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A/N: warnings for rambly, un-edited PWP. corrected a few spelling errors since my last posting but that's about it. beware repetitiveness!
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first posted: 15th May

Prompt: KATTN/Ueda || Ueda's really girly and KATTN take advantage of that. It'll be great if it was all 5 against Ueda and driving him mad. Oh yeah, Ueda not being about to come until all 5 of them had.

"But I look terrible at home," Koki mimics, pitching his voice just so, "jeezus, that's such a girly thing to say!" The interviewer has packed up her tape recorder and left, the doors still swinging at her exit. Too late, too cramped, another interview scheduled in an hour and they are all beginning to wear at each other's nerves.

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DAMNIT I have got to stop spending all my free time writing smut. T______T and unedited, rambling, crazy BAD PWP at that. T________T With mistakes everywhere!

... just this one more and I swear I'm not gonna near that meme any more. :PP no matter how tempting the prompt :PP

I read Remington & Tide of Voices by Lynda Hull and ended up buying her book of collected poems!

I guess what I think is that sometimes some things in her poems are romanticized and exoticized a little but I do like her lyricism. Am wanting to read the poet who was her favourite poet, Hart Crane.
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Hospice
by Lynda Hull

Frayed cables bear perilously the antiquated lift,
all glass and wrought-iron past each apartment floor
like those devices for raising and lowering
angels of rescue in medieval plays. Last night
the stairwell lamps flickered off and I was borne up
the seven floors in darkness, the lift a small lit

cage where I thought of you, of the Catholic souls
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omg omg omg SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

OHNO DRAMA!!

http://aatash.livejournal.com/284648.html#cutid1

maybe there's a trend in johnny's boys taking on darker roles? hehe. i am so excited to see ohno in a drama though, and further more, as lead!!

yay new KAT-TUN PV :DDDDDDDDDD
It makes me feel like writing dystopian sci-fi AU. XD;; but they are hot~~

adkghdmgsk they are so little and so adorable ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
>> since the picture is slow-loading, here is the thumbnail of it:



Whenever I see Junno and Koki in such a happy shot, I think of letitbegin's fic. XDD

Actually for photoshoots ... I really like looking at the ones where they're in that awkward stage of growth and they don't quite fit the image of their clothese, or maybe the stylist styles them ... not quite cool ... :D It's fun! And they grew up so nicely :9

aww <3


OMG WHAT XD

cute :DDD and a little tasty too~

There's more here:
http://tieba.baidu.com/f?kz=305491730
http://tieba.baidu.com/f?kz=78566278
and the KokiMaru appreciation thread *coughs* : http://tieba.baidu.com/f?kz=355393372

Ueda: Incidentally, the dumb things I say in magazine comments are on purpose (laughs). I’m serious for this reason, because it’s my “service talk”

translation here by seishun_banzai ♥

I have a feeling that one day I'll write fic just to use the term, "service talk". *coughs* hahaha!!! Silly.

However if we’re playing a video game together, I get in their way by doing the “Make people get annoyed dance” or something like that. There’s about 60% weirdness in me (laughs). I’m pretty strange.

He's so cute with the 60% weirdness in him!! *giggles* <3333333333

A/N: Sorry about the long time without updates. Real life sort of caught up with me, haha. Um. I've just added 11 & 12 at the same time, so if you're reading this, you might like to go back to 11 first ...

Thanks for reading and for all your thoughtful comments, they really helped me. Hopefully you enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it. :)

KAT-TUN, with a focus on Ueda, Koki, Maru

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"Thanks for getting me home yesterday," Kame says, smile pleased and bright, but neatly controlled to keep from becoming too wide. There are smiles and then there are smiles.

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A/N: I hope some people saw what's coming. Heh. Otherwise I was too subtle ...

KAT-TUN, with a focus on Ueda, Koki, Maru

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Awareness comes to him by degrees, filling out the bare abstraction of sleep, the sensation of his tired limbs flush against the softness of sleep-crumpled sheets; the slight movement of another body by his side, a dip in the matress.

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oh, my god! *laughing* Uebo-hime! The way he fidgets and the way he said the secret was so funny XD

I am watching Cartoon Kat-tun "To tell you the truth, I..." (incidentally, if you want to watch it too, you can find download here~)

Warning for some serious flailing hahaha!

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In keeping with our cracktastic discussion XD:
I wonder if there are high quality of these anywhere XDDDD

... personally, in this one girl!Maru appeals to me the most. XD *coughs* sweet, innocent, and girl-next-door.


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Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!

News of Mako :D

http://shattered-tranquility.net/?p=1206

teehee, finally a use for my icon XD

but it's nice to know that Mako's around and doing stuff. .. though it would be cool too if it were a new band but it's not XD who knows, he might be a writer next? surely, he has a way with words.

A/N: Sorry about the angst .___. Thanks for following me this far! If it's any consolation, I think there are only a few parts left.
I am updating so quickly because I want to see to the end properly and not drag it out! I guess also because I can't concentrate. I even have this tl;dr list of notes on each part that I keep to try and remember my thoughts ... !

KAT-TUN, with a focus on Ueda, Koki, Maru

WARNING FOR NC-17 FOR THIS PART

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The prism of lights scatter in the smoky air; a myriad of possibilities. The girl at the bar is crossing and uncrossing her legs, looking over at him, raising her cigarette to her rouged lips. The bass is thumping under his skin, deceptively taking over his own heartbeat, the sticky heat of thronging bodies moving as one to the beat.

"Hey, Joker," a voice says teasingly—

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http://community.livejournal.com/jthreesome/900.html

JE THREESOME FIC EXCHANGE.

yes? no? yes? no? I should just hold my breath and let the signup deadline go past ... >______<

*fidgets*

I don't know if this is considered stress or fun. Maybe that's a bad sign ...

A/N: this frustrated me a lot. hmm. more Koki and the rest of KAT-TUN in the next part, I hope. PG-15 for kissing!

KAT-TUN, with a focus on Ueda, Koki, Maru

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It is late before Maru falls into a fitful sleep that night, mind overtaken with Ueda, attempting to recall every last detail of their conversation. Every tiny nuance of Ueda's expression comes to him ( Read more... )

A/N: nothing to say at the moment~ okay wait. xdkhgskldh;; I'm starting to worry that it's too long!

KAT-TUN, with a focus on Ueda, Koki, Maru

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"Maru," Ueda whispers. There's a childish lilt in his voice, the way he gets when he's excited, or feeling playful, or has a secret he wants to share. ( Read more... )